Today was RHD cum NAPFA 2.4 km run.
Kinda wished I had ethnic costumes, they looked so nice and cool in the costumes.
NAPFA ah...
Sianz leh, failed the test.
Passing grade was 18.30 min.
My timing was 20.50 min.
So damn far off sia.
...
I think I may train myself these few weeks for the retest.
Then went for cca.
Saw that 31 Aug hv cca.
Most likely cannot go back to XMPS.
Haiz...
Really want to see my friends sia.
No choice bahhs.
Sigh.
Was feeling kinda frustrated hours ago...
But now cool down liaos.
I feel that I have mood swings.
That kinda gets out of control in my opinion.
When I feel frustrated I want to throw things on the floor.
It's only because of my self-control that I didn't do so.
But inside I really want to vent my frustration that way.
Maybe I should take up kickboxing or something.
A healthier way to vent it...
Or do more exercise.
Idk also...
Now I just feel very tired...
Not just physical, but mental and spiritual.
I guess I'll sign off for now.
Will post hopefully tomorrow.
~CalZ
P.S. My 170th post.
