Temporary finished my science revision.
Done the IPW project.
So...
Here to announce something.
My current genre of fiction books is... Girl drama.
Ok, so it's probably not classified like that in libraries.
What I mean it's like reading books about friendships, backstabbing...
That usually happens to girls.
Not to say I've moved on from vampire fiction.
Just that temporary I'm not reading that.
Cos it's hard to borrow vampire fiction from libraries...
Hah, lots of temporaries.
Am I procrastinating?
No idea.
Hahas.
Will return to it, promise!
Ok, revision time again...
~CalZ(:

Watching BOF now :D
Lots of things have happened.
Hard to explain everything right now.
Just that it has gotten much more busy lately.
Many tests and trials are coming up...
Not sure how I will fare for them.
But I'll try my best.
:)
Now more cca days.
Which translates to staying back in school.
...
Sacrifice is necessary.
~Calz

Fin the maths quiz liao :D
Gt the highest ranking :DD
Yippee~
Went for a shopping trip earlier in the day.
Bought some stuff.
Borrowed some books.
Yay~
Can't wait to read :)
Signing off~~
~CalZ(:

NAPFA test - 2.4 km

Today was RHD cum NAPFA 2.4 km run.
Kinda wished I had ethnic costumes, they looked so nice and cool in the costumes.
NAPFA ah...
Sianz leh, failed the test.
Passing grade was 18.30 min.
My timing was 20.50 min.
So damn far off sia.
...
I think I may train myself these few weeks for the retest.
Then went for cca.
Saw that 31 Aug hv cca.
Most likely cannot go back to XMPS.
Haiz...
Really want to see my friends sia.
No choice bahhs.
Sigh.
Was feeling kinda frustrated hours ago...
But now cool down liaos.
I feel that I have mood swings.
That kinda gets out of control in my opinion.
When I feel frustrated I want to throw things on the floor.
It's only because of my self-control that I didn't do so.
But inside I really want to vent my frustration that way.
Maybe I should take up kickboxing or something.
A healthier way to vent it...
Or do more exercise.
Idk also...
Now I just feel very tired...
Not just physical, but mental and spiritual.
I guess I'll sign off for now.
Will post hopefully tomorrow.
~CalZ
P.S. My 170th post.

Sunday already.
And I still haven't finished my homework.
Don't know whether it's due to laziness or time.
Haha.
Am currently doing science theory...
Why must teachers give so many homework?!
Haiz...
But bo pian, still must do.
Oh well.
*Resigns to life.
----------------------------------------------------
Life is unfair.
Life is bittersweet.
Life is... As you make it.
True, you may be born poor, or with a silver spoon in your mouth.
But it doesn't determine the life you will lead.
Poor students have taken scholarships to other countries for further education.
Poor men have become millionaires.
Rich people have been relegated to bankrupt status.
Life is unpredictable.
Life is uncontrollable.
But that doesn't mean you can't do anything to change it.

I don't know why I'm posting about this either.
Just post.
Dadumdadadum.
~CalZ(:

Ahhh~
CCA resumed liaos.
Now is 3 days/week.
Mon, Wed n Fri.
Mon: 3-6pm.
Wed: "
Fri: 1.30 - 4.30.
But since conversational Malay also resuming so dk whether will need to extend training hours on Friday...
We'll c.
Not that I mind conversational Malay.
Aiyo, that Mdm Lum give so much science.
And got IPW project (yet another project) to do...
Darn.
Monday got NAPFA 2.4km!!!
OMG!!!!!
Sure die liao.
Scare fail sia.
SHIT.
Will jy in the other segments.
Also RHD...
Dun hab ethnic costume leh.
Paiseh to 1/3 can't get points.
Now am currently very tired...
Yet still need to struggle.
Oh well.
~CalZ(:

Finished revision (but still scared scared).
Maybe will do another revision tmr.
My eyes are killing me.
My brain feels like it's partly detached from the rest of my body.
The results of not having a good night's sleep.
It's like, no matter how u turn, sleep just won't come.
Every posture doesn't feel comfortable enough to fall into 8 hours of unconsciousness.
Ahh...
Not sure if can hold until BOF.
Feeling that my mood's getting crappier.
Which isn't a good sign.
Still, it's lucky that I only feel crappy at evening.
Usually it's the whole day.
Feeling damn tired, but can bet that I definitely won't sleep now.
It's more like can't, cos my body has an automatic alarm that just won't let me sleep in daytime.
Though technically there's no sun out there right now and it's close to 7.
Even if I'm sick chances are 50% that I won't sleep.
My body is slowly killing itself.
Bracing teeth and moving forward.
~CalZ(:
P.S. Cass Foo and Jianhe: relinked! :D
The weather: cloudy with no hint of sun. Anyway it's already 6.44pm.

And so, another school week's gone by.
Sometimes it makes me feel as if I haven't had a holiday at all.
Haven't been following the news lately, so am currently lagging behind the latest news.
Finished hmk liao, but haven't fin revising for next week's tests.
Gahh, this school sure has a lot of them.
The cheng yu tests for the past 2 terms were not very satisfying...
The results I mean.
So this time I'm gonna do better in the test.
By studying, of course.
Don't really know what else to say already...
~CalZ(:
P.S. Oh yeah! Finally gonna own my very own piano!! Yippee!!!

Tmr no school! :D

Yay, 99.9% of homework done :D
Only the last qn of the maths rate worksheet nt fin :(
Cos dunno hw to do.
Feeling a bit sianz nw, not sure why either.
Maybe will watch BOF online later, cos missed last 2 wk's ep, and most of last wk's ep.
Will see later.

Random note:
Life's full of ups and downs.
Full of expected occasions and surprises.
It may seem to be like what it is now, not many things going on.
But a new problem may surface soon.
And underlying these seemingly smooth-sailing days is the feeling of something big coming up.
But for now, let's just enjoy the nothing-big days.
And leave the problematic days for worry later.
~CalZ

Daily rants

God, I really do hate chinese lesson.
Ok, maybe dislike.
Today we were supposed to write a compo.
ZZZ
Well, at least better than him talking all the way.
I mean the chinese teacher.
English lesson to me was way cool.
Watched a film called Kiterunner.
I REALLY want to know what happens in the end!!
Will Amir get Sohram?
Actually, watching that film kinda makes me feel blessed...
I mean, look at how Afghanistan is turning out under the Taliban rule.
People are suffering, living in constant fear.
The orphans don't even have enough to eat.
(And I ate Mcdonald's for lunch!)
And I'm writing this on a laptop.
When compared to them, of course I am living a better life.
So, maybe I'll go to such countries when I grow up as a volunteer....
Because I want to experience the life that they live.
:)
For now, I want to rewatch Kiterunner...
~CalZ(: