Monday, November 03, 2008

Heyhey... Just now I was looking at a particular picture with nighttime as background when I remembered a memory... I had no idea why I was reminded of that as it had no linking to the memory. The memory was of me looking at a puzzle at night (of course, the puzzle had been completed) with the light from the night sky shining on it, and it invoked such a deep sense of melancholy that I found myself nearly crying (if I wasn't crying already). I nearly forgot about it until I went to that particular room one night and saw the view from the window exactly the same as that night (though some things change... however most were intact and same). I don't know whether it was a coincidence or what, but I happened to see the puzzle on the day I saw that forgotten night view and I nearly cried out. Before I saw that puzzle I kept remembering about it for the previous days, whether it had been discarded since it didn't belong to me. I was happy it was still there, and I hope it will remain there forever. However, one thing I could not understand was why I felt crying on that particular night that left such a strong impression in my mind. I can't remember why, but I don't care. I just want to remember it.

4.38 PM
I'm so bored!!!! Someone get me something interesting to do!!!!!

5.11PM
Now having a bit of stomach pain... Should I take medicine??? But pain like only 1% so dun care... (Then if only 1% why blog about it?) Anyhow will monitor myself.... I'm gladly up for listening, I am a listener if I want! (not juz a talker)