Friendship woes

"Friends are easy to make, but friendship is difficult to maintain"
That was what I told sc just now.
Isn't it a perfect phrase describing what has happened this few days?
________, we are all very tired.
Every one of us.
I don't know what "game" you are playing, but please stop.
Or at least tell us what's going on.
I'm tired of living in the unknown.
And so is everyone else.
What's the use of doing this?
When it just hurts everyone?
What is coming out of this?
Only pain, suffering, tears.
Is it nice to see everyone like this,
suffering because of you?
Please, just think.
We have all this projects coming on.
And not just that.
Our friendship is at stake here.
You were one of my first friends at Anderson.
I don't want to see my friends suffering.
Just because of a misunderstanding.
Is it worth it to forgo one year of friendship for something as minor as that?
I admit, we don't know you well.
We have no idea why you are like this.
Why you are so sensitive.
But we want to know.
We want to be able to understand you.
We want to be truly friends.
Will you give us the chance?
~xCalz

Juliet asked me to update my blog.
So I did :D
Nothing much to write.
Except haven't revised the damn geog.
Totally agree with Juliet.
Why the hell do we need to know the meanings of words we haven't learned IF WE HAVEN'T BEEN TAUGHT THAT CHAPTER??????
What's the use?
School is weird.
I really don't know how to do the damn art man.
I'm not the sort to turn in crap work.
But I seriously don't know...
Sianz.
Signing off.
~xCalz
P.S. Can you spot something new on my blog?

Eh, this is the first post I've written since 2010.
LOL.
Anyway.
Yesterday was my unlucky + lucky day.
Fell during Dog and Bones and scraped my elbow and knee.
Sigh.
But Bryonn Bain and group came to Anderson and performed for us!!!
So darn cool!
(:
Took pictures and their autographs.
Gotta check them out!
~xCalz

Just came back from Taka.
Bought new curtains :D
Purple!
With roses on it :DD
Gotta like it very much!
~xCalz

I know I haven't wrote about my trip to Kuantan.
But there wasn't much to say anyway.
Except that I really detest going back.
(My cousins have my MSN email and Facebook friend, but not my blog.
Which equals to me being able to rant about them here :D)
Man, my parents keep pushing me to my younger cousin.
Why the heck do they think I'll want to hang out with her?!
I'm 3 years older than her, and there is practically nothing to converse with.
And my other cousins are just argh.
Ahh.
But anyway I'm back.
For now.
Gotta go back on Chinese New Year in 2010.
Sianz.
That's why I've decided!
I'm going to go overseas for my uni education.
Yes, just so I can avoid going back to visit my relatives.
And yes, this is just how much I really don't want to see them.
Maybe I can try alienating my cousins next time.
We'll see.

Saturday, 26 December
Went to do CIP again at Cheng San.
This time I met someone else(s) rather than the other volunteers I met the first time.
And they were pretty friendly.
I chatted with them for some time and I really like them.
One of them was the same age as me and studied at Cedar.
Cool.
I wish I had their contact details though.
Would have been nice to chat with them.
Anyway.
After my CIP went to eat McDonald's with naima.
&& it was yummy! :D
Then we went shop shop a bit.
Bought a new bag (<3!), a new purse (:D), and a new bracelet (:DD)!!
Of course was in a good mood.


Sunday, 27 December
Both good and bad.
Went with parents and nanny to buy a new Nissan Latio!
But this means that we have to go back to Malaysia to spend CNY.
Sianz.
Oh well...
Then we went Orchard Road to shop at Takashimaya and Plaza Singapura.
Mum was intending to buy new curtains and bedsheets for me for CNY.
But couldn't find a nice one.
Think will go back on Wed to PS to buy curtains.
Bedsheets = another story.
So sad that couldn't go to this book warehouse in Eunos.
They give you a free book at entrance, whether or not you buy anything.
And the books are at a darn cheap price.
New Moon = $6!
Will check it out someday.
Promise.

Today, Monday, 28 December
Doing project with Juliet, ML and SC.
Well, we were doing before.
Now I'm blogging, Juliet and SC are playing DJ Max, while ML is watching VK online.
Haha.
At least I finished my SRP project!
:DD
So...
Nothing else to say actually.
Tata for now.
~xCalz